Goodbye

   

               "I suppose in the end the whole of life becomes the act of letting go.But what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye".

-Life of Pi.

Yes,it hurts.It freaking hurts.I didn't have a chance to say goodbye to him.I didn't get to say,

"Dude,thanks for everything.Thanks for listening to my stories.Thanks for befriending me.Thanks for concluding nervousness with me.Thanks for sharing interests with me.Thanks for appreciating me.Dude, you are one hella important to me.May we see each other again.Goodbye".

I question Allah SWT everyday on why He didn't give me the chance to say all that.To express my gratitude and thankful towards arwah.I suppose everything that Allah decides for us will be for our own good in any way.But it would be a better ending if I just,get the chance to say it.

I regret it everyday,I really do.

Forever in my prayers <3

The World Went Dark.

               On the previous post,I've put 'a lot of things that happened between these 5 months'.Yeah,too many things.I'll just post one thing :

I've lost someone.
    On July,He left his friends.And me.I've known him for like 3 years but in between June only I started to talk to him.I've regretted so many times on why I didn't befriend with him long before.I didn't really get the chance to know him better but arwah was a nice guy.Friendly,caring and pretty happy go lucky I may say.He even shared the same interests with me on games and stuff :) We talked a lot and to be honest he brighten up my day haha.But unfortunately we never talked in real life just on chats.I know,sad right? He left us without a notice.

The day he went to leave us forever,we just did what we usually do,staring from the far haha.The friendship was quite good at that time I guess.He cared a lot about me.Saying nice things to calm me down.

And the next day,he was gone.

I've cried a million times,especially when I just got the news.I was at school and then my friend told me,he died in a car accident.At first I thought my friend was only joking.But then it was confirmed.It hit me so hard.

My world collapsed.

I had a really rough time to accept the fate that he was gone.I really do.For once,I thought I've lost my spirit.The spirit was taken away with him.I guess I could say that arwah was the one that lifted up my spirits in many ways.So when the person that give my spirits went away,I lose myself,again.I didn't know what to do at that time,except hating the fate.Trials was around the corner and I didn't even study.How could you study when you just lost one of the important person in your life.

That was why I ended up with a bad trial result.

But day by day,I started to accept the fate.He might be gone,but I'm the one who's living have to continue my day.Let the past go.I can't live in sadness forever.He left for good.I stay for good.People say that Allah will take the good person first.And he really was a good person.

I always pray to Allah that his afterlife will be good and that He blesses arwah in all ways.Well sometimes I do cry when I listen his name or when I recite Yasin for him.Sigh..I really miss that cheeky boy. :(

I know you're not reading this man but may you get this message in your after life.Thanks for everything dude,you were there for me when I've lost my spirits.You were the one who calmed me down when I'm in anger.You shared the same interests with me & I still miss that.You were the one that brighten up my day.I'm still missing the moment we made plans for after PMR or just some crazy ideas that crossed our minds.I know 2 months was a very short time compared to how long you've known your other friends but well you know what?

Dude,you mean a lot to me.

You have your name in my prayers,always and forever.

Al-Fatihah.

Where's The Cake?

                       So it have been like 5 months since my last update.Haha I'm just too lazy to type anything.This blog is so dusty *blows dust* There were a lot of things that happened in this 5 months.But wait.Let's look at the calendar first.What date is it today?

25 NOVEMBER 2013

WHICH IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

                       Haha so over-excited.Been getting a lot of sweet wishes,thanks a lot guyssssss! <3 I've been swarmed up with wishes lol :P Haha but to be honest , I don't really celebrate birthday.Meaning like I don't cut cakes , get presents and stuffs.No.

Haha what a #sadlife.

I think those wishes are more than enough :) My idea of celebrating my birthday is,well :

1) Sleep
2) Play video games ( Assasin's Creed,FarCry III,Warframe)
3) Eat
4) Replying wishes

Yeah.

Haha.But on the brighter note,I got a wish from someone that made me squeal in excitement. ON 12.AM. Yeah haha but nothing special just a nice wish to make me sleep smiling :P The day is still going on and so I hope something good will happen on my birthday :)

Thanks for the wishes and may Allah bless you always <3

Randomies

                Just some random post before I go to my tuition.Holidays are few days left and I still didn't studied anything.Like YEAH NOTHING.Gonna drill up at the subjects since I have Modul Item PMR after this.Sigh,I guess I'm just too lazy to study.Hush hush.Gotta go now.Bye.

Right Now

 
    I didn't update my blog for a while,so I guess I'll give you guys a brief summary about my life now.Life has been pretty amazing with me surrounded by my family and friends.I'm also a little bit busy with hectic schedule and so on but I guess that's what you get when you're Form 3.Tuitions,extra classes,studying,school,projects,I've might been lucky for not turning to a lunatic.Haha.

Oh,and I'll be writing for my blog in full English after this =)

Recently,I had my mid-term examinations.And boy,STAR's teachers sure have a way to make the students go crazy with the questions.Haha it was actually not so hard but I guess when you studied last minute at 3am the day before the exam,the brain won't cooperate with you.I'm starting to feel nervous because PMR is like few months away and I haven't covered Form2 and Form3.Sigh.When you're surrounded with gadgets and social networks,books will never be your friends.

So strictly,FACEBOOK AND TWITTER WILL BE ACTIVATED ON WEEKEND.Hahahahaha I guess I will break the rule in no time but yeah.Will be studying smart and hard to get 8A's for PMR cause I want to go for science stream!!!! =D Wish me luck.

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First Day Being A Form 3 Student

               Today is the first day of school and the first day of being a F3 student.I was nervous before I went to school today.Haha it's funny because I don't even know why.This was my face when I met with my friends :

                                        Okay it wasn't 100% like this but you get my idea!

       Then we went for assembly and the new principal sure can't keep her mouth shut.I was like 'yo man whaddup' rocking the gangsta slang to greet my classmates haha.And off we went to my class,3 Amal.It was far and actually at the third floor of the F6 building.My legs hurt *cries*

         I've been with the same classmates for 2 years and a half now (I'm editing this post back on 30 May) so I practically know them in the inside and outside.I'm pretty much blessed because I have the craziest,coolest classmates in the world.They might get a little bit annoying sometimes but I guess when we've been together for a long time,annoying is just a word.And sometimes,we will be annoying to each other as a joke! Haha I can't describe in words how much I cherish them and want us to be together forever.

To 3 Amal's students,we've been through a lot of things together.We've taken many condemns from the teachers since 2011.We've cried together,played around together.We get low marks and still laugh.We didn't do our homeworks and still smile.We've done so many things together until we are known as the most popular class among the teachers for being noisy and naughty.Haha we're KRK class and still! But I guess with all this things,our bonds will never be untied and unbreakable.You guys are the most amazing friends I've ever had.Here's to the 2 year and a half friendship and more to come.I love you.